Final blog input
this may be, very likely, my last ever blog post, so bear with me! The last time I communicated about my cancer was done on Facebook, shared between a smaller number of people. I think the motivation for that was a little complicated; firstly, in-reality I was dealing with difficult things, but i was also used to an outcome that became used to 3 years of ultimately ‘as good as they get good results’; this being despite the hard part of the journey to get there. Secondly, I was on a very high dose of steroids, looking back it was sort of ‘fun’ in away, like being high and feeling really positive. I was communicating negative things, but from a positive state of mind!
I’m gonna include the last one those here as a point of reference, so please read as much or as little as you can bear! Once done, the next last blog section is my attempt as a ‘reality’ update of where I am next. All...